Hey...soo yesterday while listening to this song and reading my fruit basket book (still at chp 16).....It makes me wonder and question our existence....

Asking myself....What kind of world do we live in?
With strange people , who ask strange question....
I just don't understand this world....
Which really made me wonder....
i don't even understand myself...how can i expect to understand the world
'i' have been an empty shell...and always will be....
My Existance is nothing but a meaningless one...
there is nothing at all.
I feel like a doll mising some parts...
A doll that will never be ablle to be human...
A defective product....that causes harm than good
Other people just pass me by...
and i in turn pass them by...
which makes me question....
Are they invisible.....Or am i?
Am i the one who is unable to fit in this world...?
Am i needed in this world..?
Is my existence important..?
Does this world really need me..?
After realizing that , i now know that i've lost in this game.
A game of life where the only the best wins....while the loser are left unwanted...
A game where i've finally loses....
So in this world , i now know i do not desrve anything......
This is the life that i have been fated to be in....living in a mist....where no-one will ever find you.....where no-one will need you....
Everyone in this world are competeting for only 1 prize.....
A sense of being needed....
So in this competition...I've lost......
Knowing that it could get.......i realize that existing here is a mistake.....
A mistake in which it can't be corrected....Now.....It's just too late.....

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Unity Primary - 1999 - 2005
Bukit Panjang Government High - 2005 - 2009
ITE Clementi - 2010 - present
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