Insanely crazy

.Thursday, January 14, 2010@9:56 AM.

heyy!

now im having this holiday reflection thingy

u know , wen the memories of what had happen during your holidays

and you wish you could re-live those days again

ya, i want to go back in time and enjoy those beautiful moments again

Where did all those care-free moments went to?

Then you start to feel depressed and uncertain about the future.

knowing tht everything you had work for can easily fall apart

and that every promised kept can be broken

what a scary world we live in

but as i would always advice everyone is to

tackle each day with a smile and the world will smile back

but unfortunately, it doesnt work that way

Smile all you want , ppl will start calling you names.

Try to be kind to others, and they start making use of you.

Give ppl your trust and they start to betray you.

Give them your love and they start to hurt you.

be nice towards others and they start to hate you.

This is how it works

This is what makes me really scared to face my future.

knowing that danger lurks at every conner.

and realizing that the world doesn't stop for anyone.

now im at a point of uncertainty .

Taking risk in life is just too much and

making sacrifices will result in regrets.

Feeling pathetic and useless as you go on with life

living day to day

knowing that there are ppl out there waiting for the oppurtunity

to make you fall apart

and as you sit there , waiting for the moment,

ppl around you start to dissapear and leave you alone in this world

slowly you realize your existance is ignored.

And it will finally come to a point where you realize death is not an option

and the best thing to do is to leave all these uncertainty and pain behind

and then move on . But you can't do it anymore,

cause it happend to many times. So whats the point

of recovering wen u know someone else is going to injured you again

as soon as u had recovered.

Yup, i bet you guys have your own stories wen this sudden 'emo' you

start to come out.

but i think you should do what i did.

express it , it will make you feel better.

Don't care what ppl will think , cause if you dun praise and love yourself

i cannot guaranty others will.

so stop what you are doing and say.

'I love me and this life is mine!'

Cause this is your life, so make full use of it.

peace. :)

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Unity Primary - 1999 - 2005
Bukit Panjang Government High - 2005 - 2009
ITE Clementi - 2010 - present
17 Years old[soon]
Born on 06.08.1993
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